HERE AND NOW

A little story

I have always been highly empathic and a natural channel. In my childhood, I attempted, whether consciously or unconsciously, to shut down my true nature. The intensity of what I was feeling, seeing, hearing and sensing, along with the pain of experiencing the state of separation inherent in this dimension, compounded my fear daily. Because one can never really shut off what is innately natural, the suppression and repression caused me much confusion. I had a difficult time discerning my energy from the outside world and everything seemed a jumbled mess inside.

In my teens I used less than healthy alternatives to help me navigate my experiences. In my twenties, I started to question everything. The conventional way of the world did not make sense to me and was not helping to resolve my pain. The anguish I felt moved me forward with determination looking for answers. This set me on a path of self-discovery.

Through my thirties and forties, and much personal exploration, I began to put my pieces back together. I adopted a more holistic approach which included self-healing practices and a new, more loving platform from which to create my reality. Now in my fifties, I am grateful for every moment that has sculpted my Being and lead me HEAR AND NOW.

All that said, HERE AND NOW IS ALL THERE IS. What I have come to know is that it does not serve me to hold on to any story of my “past” or projected “future” that proclaims pain and separation to be a reality Now. Healing through pain is no longer my choice. Instead, l choose to progress through my Love. I choose to create anew where Love and Presence touch the “past/future” and All is One and free to evolve in this Now moment. Ok, Now back to the story…